Darling, I understand you strive & work so hard to get your degree and I am very proud of you! I do not want you to do anything to jepodise that!!. If Dow say no to England then I understand that too. I respect you and your family as they will also be my family one day.! Even monkey boy, ha ha ha. I love you so much Nat,that I struggle when I am with you as I want to lay down with you,make love with you , touch you, kiss you as that is what people do who love and want each other. But I also respect you so much and I do understand you, I am selfish Nat and I want you now and I feel so empty without you. If you disobey Dow or your fathers wishes they will not like me & I don't want that!!!. You tell me what you think darling? I love you & miss you so so much & I want to be with you all the time,!!
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