I still can not accept that we have to break up. I'm sadness and I regret it a great feeling that we ever had. I do not understand you, You just not able to come to me in December. That does not mean we need to break up. Next year I might go visit you. Why did you give up on us as easily this way. I really don't understand it. about your job why you always scared to die i think i will take every risk just to be with you and you should live your life without worrying anything at all