I am crying as I write this... Dear sweet lady...I am so very sorry for what you have gone through... I know it was devestating... but, please, if I may please ask you to do this: I know that your husband would want you to go on and find peace and happiness in each day... It was no 'accident' that he saved you... and he now wants you to take advantage of a new life... I know many of us our praying for you, sending you love and wishing you well.