I'm trying to give you space. But I feel like it would be so easy for us to drift apart. A day goes by, then another. You'll find a new routine without me in it ... Christ, Eva, I don't want you to get over me.
I spoke in a rush, my thoughts tumbling out of my mouth. There's a way to get through this, Gideon, I know there is. But when I'm with you I lose myself in you. I just want to be with you and to be happy, so I let things ride and put them off. We make love and I think we'll be okay, because we have that and it's perfect.