i experience all this fear and horror of war but i want a different life after my work here. i really understand all you said i promise to be a good teacher and husband also thank you again for sharing similar feelings with me .yes time is very important in everything under the sun but time wasted in ignorance is irreparable we should both understand that what we need most is mutual understanding, trust, honesty and love to conquer the test of time we should focus on this part of understanding to move forward in life.