My sweet Olive. Good night and sweet dreams to you. I am fine; thanks for asking. I continue to think a lot about us, and to be honest I am not sure that I can continue to wait for you to make a decision about our future together. I have been waiting fir a long time but, after my cancer, I don't feel I can wait any longer. Perhaps we have reached a point where it will be better for each of us to go our own way. So j don't think that I will return to Phuket in December. I am simply not comfortable. This being said, I still have a lot of respect and admiration for you, so I will continue to help you a little until you can get organised. Big hugs and kisses. Yves