Traci, I am so sorry you felt that way even for a fleeting moment, but I'm so glad that you were able to do the work to refocus on the things you truly have control over. As others have said here, I too have had those fleeting moments. I think most caring people probably do at some point or another. In truth, by sharing you are helping others who are feeling the same way refocus. I love ya, Traci, and I am really glad you are in my life too.