Finally I have received the cost of my working materials that finished. It cost $100, 000. There is a friend of mine from London that won a contract in Dubai, He postponed his work and promise to give me $50, 000. My friend and his wife here in Sabah Malaysia also promised to get a loan of $20, 000 for me. Now I am still worried how to get the remaining $30, 000. I thought my working materials will be enough till next week. Now company refused to pay me part payment this week. Reason; that I have some lapses on the work due to this few days I didn't work. Now I am so worried and stressed up. Feeling feverish. I will chat with you later in the night. I want to take some rest now. I love you