You brought my tears when I read this Pipat. It's my fault entirely and I'm so so sorry. I could have made that happen for you and I let you down, I failed you and made the day end unhappily for you. You shouldn't have to suffer in that way and it's all through my insensitivity. Maybe you don't know me well enough still Pipat to know the bad side of me. I told you not long ago that you had changed and for the better but it's maybe harder for me to work that through than I thought. I hope you will give me time to try harder to do that so that I don't fail you or disappoint you any more. But sometimes Pipat the strength and the power of your love overwhelms me and I don't know how to respond. I do love you but I know your love will always be the greater by far.