I am sorry that you cannot understand either. I have told you so many times, I have to sure that he is the last person to receive it and he can take care of my heart forever.
But it's not just love. Life in the present, it must contain an element, etc. I have never had a difficult life like this before. On the day I was sick, I want to rest a lot but I can't do. I'm so tired, Now is the moment I feel the worst of my life and I need someone who to help me out from this difficult time.
And your words can prove to me that you don't believe in me. It's most importantly that makes me sad.