I feel i need to say sorry for something but what . I feel i dissapointed you guys with all the questions i was asking and that's the reason you decided to send the cream by post . Please understand me my angel . I ask so much questions because i was betrayed many times in the past and by people i loved and trusted . Which is why i don't have any friends in south africa . I know plenty people but i dont allow people to get close to me anymore . So that was just me looking out for myself . I love you guys and i will putt my life on the line for you because you are as close as family to me . I've got to lookout for myself my angel because no one will . I love you guys don't forget that .