Some time later the car and everyone stopped the slowly march, this happened when we were beside the Cemetery. In the area inside the Cemetery near the entrance gate, when I saw my father crying, while the coffin was transported beside my eyes, my sad feelings and emotions, who were before so quite inside of me, suddenly without warning, I could not control them inside. I started to cry and soon my strong cry broke all the silence in the Cemetery. At the same time I felt dizzy and I could not open my eyes full of cry, very soon I felt I will collapsed, so with my eyes closed in mourning I tryed to seat the nearest place I could, a grave behind me, and some minutes I standed there while the coffin and the people attending the funeral moved away from me.