[You collapse on your bed, pick up your phone, and dial… It’s ringing…]
“You have no new messages.”
[You hang up]
[BANG BANG!]
Hey, open up!
[You ignore him and roll over in bed]
[BANG BANG!]
Come on, please… Open the door.
[You get off the bed and slide open the balcony door]
Umm… uhh… that is… ummm, I was waiting for you to return… but you didn’t come back… so when I saw the light on in your room, I figured you’d probably be there… Uhh, umm… sorry!
[He embraces you]
I’m really sorry. I was taken aback when you said that you thought I didn’t trust you… I get way too jealous and too doubtful too easily… In the end, I guess that comes across as me not fully trusting you. I let myself get carried away with all the negative thoughts and wild delusions… and I really regret it…
[Pulls back a bit] The thought of you coming to hate me… I don’t know, just that thought alone is enough to overwhelm my senses… and make me feel so distressed and anxious. I finally realized that compared to the idea of you with another man, the idea of you hating me is exponentially more painful to bear…
I… I’m going to try to trust you more. I know I might not get over my jealousy right away, but I will do my utmost to be more mature about things. … Eh? Uhh, no, no, don’t apologize! … It could be kind of embarrassing telling someone who has known us for so long that we’ve gotten together now… I can understand that… Aaah, yeah, so please, come on, don’t apologize! I’m the one at fault here. So don’t apologize… and instead…
[He embraces you again]
… Won’t you come back to my place? Remember? We bought all the stuff for the hotpot for two? And the ice cream, too… I can’t finish all that by myself… Eating by myself is no good… So please, come back? I want to be with you. Please forgive me? Please? … [Sighs in relief] Thank you.
Hehehe, I feel like I’m the useless husband chasing after his wife after he drove her away. I’m so pathetic…
[Kiss] I was selfishly thinking of my own feelings only… [Kiss] I cared about myself only… [Kiss] but from now on… [Kiss] I’m going to treasure… [Kiss] your feelings and you more… [Kiss] so much more…
[Kissing]
Uggh, no, I don’t think I can make it to the bed… [Kiss] It has to be right now… [Kiss] but if you don’t want to, then I’ll accept it. I’m not going to pressure you into anything. These are my honest feelings. I’d never do anything that you don’t want.
… Okay, then, I’m not going to hold back.
[Kissing]
I will always treasure you… and from here on, I’m all yours. I’ve completely fallen for you… I love you…
[Kissing… kissing…]