When I see you I will tell you that Alwin had to go or else he will have a lot of pain n sufferings. God is merciful n took him away before all the sickness related to his liver n kidney start to tear him up...think about it and you would feel better..I have seen so many of my friends in pain n agony for years, their family n loved one suffer as much with hope in the end dashed. Ying, look up to the sky at night, see the stars, they have been there for billions of years. We are here for a while, we will meet him and would be with him with no such thing as time..like looking up the night sky. Ying, I will be as always close to you...