Well you can say I have a lot but most of them was when I was little and didn't care much be sides just dating girls. But there are only 2 girls that I actually consider me having feelings for or even actually loved.
The first girl I loved was named Jessica, we only dated for 6 months the she broke up with me. She broke up with me because of some very stupid reason though but it is what it is.
The second one was named cha-ia, we dated for almost 1 year, and sadly I broke up with her. I broke up with her because my family was making up a lot of stuff about her all because of my aunt, and I soon realized that's its going to go out of hands so I rather protect her from insecurity and not by letting her feel a lot sadder then she is already so yeah. There was a lot of fake stories being told to my mom and of course older people are going to go around to tell others so yeah. Its sucks but that's life for me. Been single for like 2 12 years or so