Baby, I want you to know that I've came to this country with only one purpose and that's to get to spend time with you and know one another better. And it started really well but then things took a different tone. For whatever the reason, I believe that you've been given lots of wrong advise. I'm not running away from you at all, but rather taking a wait and see break. I believe that you have one too many voices in your head at the moment. What I've hoped, for and still hoping for, is to see a Phung that can have the ability to think for herself independently without any Interferences from anyone. I do love and respect mom and as well I do love Patience and Kaihun, and I do love and enjoy the times we were together but I also will want some alone time with you. It seems to me that the only time you'll want to be with me is when your family is around. To be honest, that's kind of scary because I wonder if that's what you're planning for our future. Up course the family is always going to be around but I'll like to see that we can be alone sometimes, because it's very important for our relationship as we need those kinds of moments to bond. I had my incident with the microwave and I can't believe that you did not come to see me in the first two weeks after I've gotten injured, and also that no one has cared to advise that maybe, just maybe you should check on Hassan just to see how's doing/feeling. To me, that's not a good sign at all. I promise you that if that has to happen to you instead of me god forbid, I'll come to see you regardless where you're and no matter the circumstances. Either way, we are to bond first before we will look for full family participation and blessings right. But then again, I'm just assuming that we still have a relationship. To make me believe that you'll not be alone with me is not a good feeling at all. I've asked you to have lunch and then maybe watch a movie, and that was when your kids were away on vacation, and you politely refused. I also asked if I could meet you for lunch at your office, and oncemn again you politely declined. Please know that I can not be around only to be doings things that you like. What about me and the things I like? Don't you think that's it's only fair to at least do a few things with me that also make me happy. Do I matter at all or is it all about you baby? Good night to you and family and I hope you'll not misunderstand what I'm trying to say once again.