It could not compare to any other pains I have been through...I wish this was just a nightmare and you have to wake me up daddy...I wish we could still travel the world together like we planned, but it's okay. No matter where I am, I know you are here with me...in my heart and soul, taking care of me in every step of my life. Don't worry daddy, I will be the grestest, smartest, kindest woman, to follow your path. I will never let you down daddy. I and P oil will look after each other and we gonna finish what you started, our little sweet empire by the ocean.