Maybe it’s because I got tired from the training but, there was no mistake that it came from my mental state.
(Today was tiring……)
My body-----more importantly, my heart was very heavy.
Being depressed was probably what I was going through.
The silver girl had a gloomy expression when she saw me like this.
“Are you okay, Tooru?”
“……..Sorry, to make you worry. Looks like I’m not my usual self today”
“It’s early today but, let’s sleep for today”
After I apologized while making a wry smile, Julie gave a proposal.
“That’s true. I’ll do that”
I’ll feel sorry if I get dizzier than this and honestly nodded before going to sleep.
Tiredness attacked me when I closed my eyes and I fell asleep in no time but----
But tonight again, I saw the dream about that day.
Heat was scorching my skin and the flicking flames were reflected on the white blade.
(Stop……..stop it……..!!)
Even though I should be shouting, my voice won’t come out.
As if to laugh at me, he lifted the blade up.
He mumbled something and made a smile-----
The blade was swung down.
Even though it was supposed to be instantaneous, I could clearly see the path slowly made by the blade in zero motion.
It’s as if he was trying to torture me as much as possible.
I extended my hands.