Is gay asian really that inferior to white?
I don't get notice much. Growing up, my self esteem usually on the lower end because of how people treat me. I know I am not good looking but I don't think I am hideous, just average. My intelligence is not as the world stereotype the Asian race to be but I going to a decent school and pursuing my dream to become a doctor. I've been told that I have great personality, I love people and animals, my view on life is pretty optimistic. People laugh at my "jokes" (so either i sound really stupid or I'm just awesome at being funny while I tried to be serious).
Anyways, what am I lacking? Am I lacking the beautiful green/blue eyes or the sexy dark brown hair? I sometimes go on gay dating website and a lot of people won't even talk to me because I am Asian (the "no asian please" or even when I hide my ethnicity, they would eventually stop talking to me when they found out). I cannot change my race (no I wont become MJ). The only people who "think" im hot are pervy old guys who could literally be my grandfather (like 50-60 years old). I am not sure if I should be flattered or just feel pathetic because these guys are too old to be looking for the love of their life, then they resort to the "inferior race" 18 years old. Is not like I have a high standard or anything, I just want a life with someone that I love (don't we all are?)
Sorry I am rambling, but what do you think of Asian gay males? Would you date them or they really inferior?
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Is gay asian really that inferior to white?I don't get notice much. Growing up, my self esteem usually on the lower end because of how people treat me. I know I am not good looking but I don't think I am hideous, just average. My intelligence is not as the world stereotype the Asian race to be but I going to a decent school and pursuing my dream to become a doctor. I've been told that I have great personality, I love people and animals, my view on life is pretty optimistic. People laugh at my "jokes" (so either i sound really stupid or I'm just awesome at being funny while I tried to be serious). Anyways, what am I lacking? Am I lacking the beautiful green/blue eyes or the sexy dark brown hair? I sometimes go on gay dating website and a lot of people won't even talk to me because I am Asian (the "no asian please" or even when I hide my ethnicity, they would eventually stop talking to me when they found out). I cannot change my race (no I wont become MJ). The only people who "think" im hot are pervy old guys who could literally be my grandfather (like 50-60 years old). I am not sure if I should be flattered or just feel pathetic because these guys are too old to be looking for the love of their life, then they resort to the "inferior race" 18 years old. Is not like I have a high standard or anything, I just want a life with someone that I love (don't we all are?)Sorry I am rambling, but what do you think of Asian gay males? Would you date them or they really inferior?Anonymous is offline Reply With Quote
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