Hi.
I've been in Australia for 6 days as you know.
I met with my sons twice while I was there. The first time we met was awful to say the least. There was a lot of shouting and abuse given from all sides. They have both told me that if I am with you they basically will not want to know me. Their reason for that is that you were in a relationship with me before Gill and I had actually separated proper. And because they know that you know Gill and I were actually still together even though the relationship between her and I was not healthy during the time, they think you did wrong by Gill.
I know that it is all my own fault that you and I spent the time together that we did, I could of done things better.
Also last week when I got angry with you, I was really hurt by what you said. I know you said you will change and I know you have apologised, but we had to many fights over things that I think we really shouldn't of.
If we were going to live together I think we would fight more.
So in saying all of that, I think it would be better if we didn't live together.
My family are and always will be my number 1 priority. I wouldn't be able to live without them