I tried to ignore her like I don't see her sometimes, so I don't have to fake a smile, and let her know how much I still miss and love her. I don't know, why. It's the worse feeling, the feeling that you still adore someone so much, but you just can't be with them.
The pain will ease down, but the hole inside you will never be full filled again. .
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Do I have to get hurt again by saying how much I've missed you?
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