I had expected that it would be bad, but what happened that day was THE WORST! I told her the recited lie and the expression as her heart broke into pieces will be etched into my heart forever. I think my heart broke into a thousand pieces just seeing her like that. She was angry and she had every right to be. I tried to control the situation and I told her I loved her, which made her furious. I tried to comfort her, but she hated me. She didn’t want me to touch her, she was clearly disgusted of me. Then she yelled something, which broke my heart all over again. She said she had slept with Neymar! I don’t know what got over me at that moment, but I slapped her hard. I had lost total control over my feelings and I regretted it immediately. But it was too late to apologize. The look on her face showed how much she despised me. I was angry at her for sleeping with one of my teammates, whom she had called her friend. I later realized that she might have been blackmailed into doing this, just like Melissa and me. I was just so confused and my mind was a total mess. I didn’t know what the truth was anymore. The only thing I knew is that I was heartbroken and I missed Olive. I felt so bad every time I saw her at Camp Nou. Her face seemed cold and her usual cheerful self wasn’t present anymore. She looked broken and hurt, like all the happiness had been sucked out of her body. It killed me to see her so unhappy. I just wanted to fall onto my knees, apologize to her and beg her to take me back. I couldn’t however, because I still didn’t know who the blackmailer(s) were. One day I saw her in the corridor and I had the urge to talk with her. She was so scared and terrified when she saw me, it literally broke my heart. I needed to tell her that I was sorry and I did. But it was clear that she would never, ever forgive me for slapping her. I asked her if she had feelings for Neymar, because I had to know. Her answer made it clear that I was a no one to her.
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