When I listen to this music I feel my heart crying , crying for everything I did , I feel bad I feel that I am a really bad person maybe I am , I am always looking for attention maybe it's bad or maybe that's what I need cause I feel lonely , but I don't know why I got a good parents good friends but still I feel lonely , and feel like a loser I don't know why , I don't know even why I am writing this and why I am witting it here whatever I won't lose anything I feel dead anyway or maybe that's what I wish.