Except during the musical, she did everything with the vibrator inside her underwear. Good thing the vibrations were set to the lowest, and she somehow managed to endure. She had to go to the toilet a few times to wipe her underwear, but it was manageable.
Back home, the security guard at the entrance was another guy, Mr Park and he was a more serious man who seldom smiled. Seohyun just gave him a polite greeting and went to her apartment. Dubu greeted her at the door with loud yapping, and she happily picked him up and gave him a little kiss.
“Dubu-ah, , I survived 3 hours with a vibrator inside my underwear. I did great, you know?” She felt rather proud of herself.
After she fed Dubu, she showered and then decided to follow Joon's advice.
“You have a great body, Seohyun-ah, but you are just too self-conscious and lack self-confidence. It’s not like you are fat or ugly, or have terrible skin. On the contrary, you are gorgeous and have a healthy and great body. So why be afraid to show it? You need more self-confidence, so I suggest you start by being more comfortable with your body. Start at home when you are alone, don't wear underwear. Sleep in the nude. And you can wear sexy underwear under your normal clothes. Show a bit more skin. Buy more sexy clothes. You can still wear your other stylish clothes, but mix them up and show a bit of skin occasionally. You are a grown lady now, nobody is going to bat an eyelid if you dress a little sexier.”
So she did. For the first time in her life, she just wore a simple T-shirt and shorts, with no bra or panties inside while she was in her apartment. Even when staying in the Soshi dorm for years, she still wore underwear all the time.
She watched some news on the TV, played with Dubu, checked her mail, surfed the internet, watched a movie that her professor recommended, and continued working on her university papers. She was very conscious at first, but by the time she was about to go to bed, she realised that she did not feel uncomfortable anymore. In fact, it felt good to be unrestrained.
Then Joon called. And she told him how she felt.
“That's good. Continue like this and soon, you will have no problems coming to accept your own sexiness. But moderate yourself, we don't want that security guard to die from a nosebleed, right?”
She managed to feel embarrassed even over the phone.
That night, she wrote in her dairy about how good she felt, and promptly fell asleep with a smile. And she dreamt of cocks and leaking wet pussies.