What I will tell you now will be the truth, the whole truth and nothing but truth. I mean, I never lied to you but I never told you the truth about me.
I'm going to tell you something that I never told anyone before. You don't know how much you influenced my life. You knew my two sides. The good and the bad me. The good me loved you and still loves you and the bad me always caused fights. It was because I abused alcohol. I often talked to you under the influence. That's why I hurt you so many times. And this is what destroyed our relationship. I'm sorry. I swear I will never use alcohol to solve problems. Now I realized it doesn't make sense. You made me realize it. I know it's too late but I can't do anything now. Second thing. Before I met you I was gay. I liked guys over girls. But you made me forget about guys. You gave me so much love that I completely forgot about it. And I'm so thankful. The bad me is gone now. Thanks to you. You made me a better person. You made me realize how bad my life was. Nobody ever influenced my life to this point. The bad thing is it's too late now. Now writing this I'm a non-drinking, straight guy who finally found a good, happy life. I don't know what else to say to make you understand how much you changed me. All I want to say is THANK YOU for the best 79 days of my life and I LOVE YOU. I also want to say I'M SORRY for hurting your feelings. Fortunately the bad me no longer exists. I'm not saying good bye because I will never forget the girl who I love the most in the world. My heart's door will always be open for you. Thank you PLOY