Hi darling, i am so confused by your beheavior. I have seen this message before when we broke up 2 months ago. You would not mal me again etc. etc. Last few weeks and days i got the impression you would like to be friends and maybe start again, while you called me and we talked long time and laughed like old times.
What you write i can understand but in this way you make it hard on yourself and on us. First of all its clear we love each other like crazy, n know for sure. Second what you say about me walking away from your life is not true. I will never walk away from your life myself. It will never happen, and we both agreed to have this kind of relation and if you could find other man with whom you could be happy it would be ok, eventhough it would hurt me. I hope you can change and believe in people because when i see you write you think i can not change , you can not trust people , love, life, time and friends, you will have a sad life full of mistrust and without confidence in people. This way you will never open your heart to anybody and fall in love again like we did. I think this is very sad for you. I know i did bad things, did hurt you so much, but that doesn't mean i am a bad person and not able to change. In fact i would even say we both need to change in different ways. This time i am a little bit lost, i hoped i could talk to you but you block me out. For how long...i think....because last time we got in contact again after a while eventhough we said not to get in contact again. But this time it's different, i am tired trying but i know i will keep trying to get you back. Maybe i will get a burn out by trying. But on the other hand i want to look forward and not be confronted every time again by what i did wrong. I want to live in the future and not in the past, and its obvious you can not. I need time to think.... Anyway darling i wish you all the best . Also your family and have a happy holiday and a happy newyear. I will not say goodbye, because whe said this before and i always am positive about us two. I always will believe we can be together again. I know it's up to you, but i will have patience. Love you always and ever
ไฮ ดาร์ลิ่ง ฉันกำลังให้สับสน โดย beheavior ของคุณ ฉันได้เห็นข้อความนี้ก่อนเมื่อเราเทอม 2 เดือนที่ผ่านมา คุณจะไม่อัปฉันอีก etc. เป็นต้น สุดท้ายไม่กี่สัปดาห์และวันที่ผมประทับใจที่คุณต้องการเป็นเพื่อน และบางทีเริ่มอีก ในขณะที่คุณเรียกฉัน และเราคุยกันนาน และหัวเราะเหมือนครั้งเก่าWhat you write i can understand but in this way you make it hard on yourself and on us. First of all its clear we love each other like crazy, n know for sure. Second what you say about me walking away from your life is not true. I will never walk away from your life myself. It will never happen, and we both agreed to have this kind of relation and if you could find other man with whom you could be happy it would be ok, eventhough it would hurt me. I hope you can change and believe in people because when i see you write you think i can not change , you can not trust people , love, life, time and friends, you will have a sad life full of mistrust and without confidence in people. This way you will never open your heart to anybody and fall in love again like we did. I think this is very sad for you. I know i did bad things, did hurt you so much, but that doesn't mean i am a bad person and not able to change. In fact i would even say we both need to change in different ways. This time i am a little bit lost, i hoped i could talk to you but you block me out. For how long...i think....because last time we got in contact again after a while eventhough we said not to get in contact again. But this time it's different, i am tired trying but i know i will keep trying to get you back. Maybe i will get a burn out by trying. But on the other hand i want to look forward and not be confronted every time again by what i did wrong. I want to live in the future and not in the past, and its obvious you can not. I need time to think.... Anyway darling i wish you all the best . Also your family and have a happy holiday and a happy newyear. I will not say goodbye, because whe said this before and i always am positive about us two. I always will believe we can be together again. I know it's up to you, but i will have patience. Love you always and ever
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