My Dear, on the one hand I am a little sad, because you don't trust me completey; on the other hand I am proud, that you are so honest with me and that you don't hide what you think. You behave right. I trust you, although I was deceived so often. I feel your honesty.
One more thing, that can help. I you go on google and you type my name Egbert Lewark, you will find a lot about me. It is not possible to hide my identification. There is no other person with my name.
If you sleep already, I wish you a good night without pain, but with sweet dreams.
I am really very proud of you.