Aor...just try to understand me as well..please?
I loved you...missed you...wanted to see you..be with you..and I could not. Do you have any idea how frustrating that is not to be with someone that you miss so much?
I see you in my mind so often...see your smile and when you used to laugh.
And often the staff have asked me..why are you smiling..and I said..nothing.
Fern asked me too and I said nothing..but she said to me..you miss Aor, don't you..and I said..yes, I do.
It doesn't matter if you can not forget.
You will meet someone new when you are ready and you will be happy, smiling and laughing again.
I will be a distant memory that will fade away....