5/9/15
I never said anything about retweeting celebrities being a bad thing. I never referred to them, but I did refer to that celebrity boy’s vine video...because I’m supposed to be your only boy...even if you watch his video for a second and forget about him afterwards, I still wouldn’t like it if you watched him. And you already know what I think about watching almost naked guys...I told you about that before.
I’m sorry if I’m being harsh on you or accusing you of things you haven’t done...just please understand that sometimes your boyfriend can be nervous...he can be too cautious...he can be crazy. And when I see pictures of almost naked guys and a vine video of a boy who looks almost like me (I’m obviously more handsome...555), I get disappointed because you’re not supposed to be looking at those things. I don’t mind celebrities but if they’re naked and if they’re around my age doing a video, I’m not approving of any of that.
I never said you think about anyone too much...I know you said you only think about me…
My girlfriend, my sweetie, please understand what I’m trying to say...if you love me enough, please understand...do not go against me...do not break up with me...you don’t have to leave me if you hurt me...you can do better, and I can do better too to understand you. We said we would grow with each other, learn together, develop together. I now understand that you get bored on social media...it doesn’t mean that you think about anyone more than you think about me...you retweet stuff because of what the post says...not necessarily because of the picture...I understand...those things are sometimes what your friends post...not necessarily of what celebrities post. Okay. Now please understand me when I say that I don’t want you to look or retweet almost naked guys or celebrity boys around my age who look almost like me...because then, I will be wondering, “Why is my girlfriend looking at this stuff?”
My girlfriend, my only one...please...I don’t want to ever turn to the solution of us breaking apart...what happened to infinity and beyond? What happened to forever together? What happened to fighting with each other? If you hurt me, I’m not going to break up with you...because I know who you are. You care about me, you love me, you only think about me, and if you did something to hurt me, you probably didn’t mean it or you didn’t intend it to hurt me. Just please understand what I’m trying to say.
Girlfriend, let’s move on from this and unite once again...both of us improved...both of us understanding. Please, I can not live without my only one. I miss you so much.
7:23 p.m
I just hanged out with my mom. We went to TJ-Maxx (a clothing store) and Home Goods (a store that has furniture, house decorations, and other house goods). When we arrived home, I started washing the dishes, and my mom started cooking...we had a nice talk. After I finished washing the dishes, she taught me how to cook meat...555...I’m not much of a cook, but I learned well today. I’ll write what she taught me here, so I won’t forget.
First, you get the meat out of the package. If it’s not already cut, you cut it into pieces. Then, you put the pieces of meat into a bowl and with running water, you wash the blood off the meat. After that, you season the meat with salt, cumin, pepper, and this all-purpose Goya seasoning. Before you put the meat into the pan, make sure you put some oil on the pan first. Then, turn the stove on, and slowly place the pieces of meat on the pan with your hands...Make sure that the pieces of meat are opened up well so that they may cook properly. After the meat cooks for awhile, you may add cut-up pieces onions and tomatoes. Delicious! I hope to share that meal with you someday. ;)