I am sorry that I have hurt you deeply with my actions. Please forgive me for doing things without considering the impact and insisting my way and I was silly to think that will bring you happiness. On the contrary, it make things worse off for you and me. Especially I will not be able to see you again. Even though I know you won't forgive me for things I have done, I still want you to know that I started off with good intentions, but as time goes by, it just went out of control and I am quite ashamed of myself. Im sorry and if you ever read this, please allow me to say sorry to you personally. Yours truly, Matt