..I want you to get I cant do this forever. I cant be telling you I love you, this is the way things are. You told me never to say 'break up' and thats not what im saying. Chances are I will never say it again. But I need you to learn from each time i have an argument. What is consistent? Does it seem like Im consistently failing? Maybe. But I am consistently lying to you? Does it seem that Im not trying? I need you to get that.