Being down at the bottom is just like you have nothing-you feel like you absolutely have
nothing. You feel like you’re in the bottom of a hole and its all black and you don’t’ see
nothing…you’re just trapped (l. 122-126). You’re just to the point where everything you
hear- like if somebody says anything bad to you, you- it breaks you. It just- you feel totally
worthless. And nobody, nobody feels- you can’t feel nothing less than that. And it hurts. It
feels like you’re being spit on by a thousand people