This morning was different though. I kneeled down, putting my forehead on the floor, and with total silence around me....i started to have tears pouring from my eyes... I dont know if they were tears of happiness...of thankfulness...or of regret...Suddenly, all memories flashed back in my mind...since I was a baby...images of my parents, my childhood, my naughty teens, my father death, the difficult years after in late teens and twenties, and all the years spent building my little empire...I questioned myself if I am the best I can be. Life is a precious little present from God...am I managing such a wonderful present in a responsible way...when I leave earth one day...will I leave happy and proud that I have respected such a gift and used it to the best I can...With all the smiles I have to give to everyone else, I am always worried I am not giving enough...i am always worried my ego would make me step over an ant while walking...i am always worried that my heart would allow me to be greedy, and thinking of me...