I would like to explain more. Actually, I know you know how much I love you. And you like to pretend you do not know..Auan..I am not jealous of others girl, that means I do not love you. Is there a girl like that on the earth? Auan..I am not jealous of others girl, it does not mean I do not love you na ka babe. I am telling you, I am not a jealous girl. What made me sad in the past is not because I was jealous of my ex’s girl. I was sad because what he did to me. Two months after my ex and I broke up, you know I dated with 32 guys. I tried to find someone that I feel comfortable with. I could not find one. I wanted someone that I would have a connection to. At that time, I questioned myself that why I focused on finding new guy more than my work. I dated many guys because I was lonely. You asked me and you did not want me to lie about where did I go after hang out, I went back home went somewhere to have sex. I knew before you asked me those questions, maybe you drank lots of beer hahaha…I thought you thought that those questions would make me upset, no no no it was fine. You can ask me as much question as you want, and I will not lie to you. I will tell you the whole story not only some parts. Even though white lie, I will not say that to you, it can ruin our relationship. It is including saying something bad about other people but never says bad things about themselves. That is important issue for me because somebody said bad thing about me two years ago. But I did not care that case much, I never see people who did something bad to the others have a happy life. And I never fought back to those people I thought it wasted my valuable time.
I am earnest person. If I do like those things, I will never do or take them. I want to tell about my friend’s story, he was my friend in grade 10 (16 years old at that time). His name is Buncha. I want you to meet him. You can call him Pu. He was not smart in studying but he had a good visions. At that time, I thought this guy must be really rich in the future. You know, now Pu own Rolls Royce car….wow…I am really happy with him. I thought that what he rely on (I mean vision) same as mine. For example, we do not do a bad thing to the others. This point can confirm that you are good person, whoever are bad person will never any good things back. This is my belief, not about religious. I do not rely on any religious. And I feel good about that. Every religious teaches people about virtue. I do not need to crazy about it much. What I like to do are donating for some countries where are destroyed by earthquakes of flooding, treating disabled kids or elders. These actions are not my Buddhist role but I do what I want to do. Sometimes I go to church to confess about my mistake. My spiritual anchor that I found out is my heart and hands, not religious. The day before, some orators on TV said “it is hard to find people who rely on themselves; they must be specials and have their unique way to live”. Also he gave example about many millionaires who rely on themselves. There are 2 types of those people; one who have the best life and another has the worst life. I have 2 friends who their lives suck. They rely on themselves but no goal. I believe that if we rely on hearts and hands, we can make everything possible. Now I cannot start anything (business) much because my heart is weak. I am waiting for you……but Auan do not come.
อยากจะอธิบายเพิ่มเติม จริง ๆ แล้ว ฉันรู้ว่า คุณรู้ว่าฉันรักคุณ และต้องทำเป็นไม่รู้... Auan ... ฉันไม่อิจฉาของผู้หญิง ซึ่งหมายความว่า ไม่รักคุณ มีสาวเช่นเดียวกับที่บนโลกหรือไม่ Auan ... ฉันไม่อิจฉาของผู้หญิง ไม่หมายความว่า ไม่รักคุณ na ka babe ฉันบอกคุณ ฉันไม่สาวอิจฉา สิ่งที่ทำให้ฉันเศร้าในอดีตจะไม่ได้ เพราะผมอิจฉาของของแฟนสาว ผมเศร้า เพราะสิ่งที่เขาทำกับฉัน สองเดือนหลังจากที่แฟนเก่าและเลิกล้ม คุณรู้ว่า ผมลงกับคนที่ 32 พยายามหาคนที่ฉันรู้สึกสะดวกสบายด้วย ฉันไม่สามารถหาหนึ่ง ฉันอยากให้คนที่ต้องการเชื่อมต่อ ในขณะนั้น ฉันไต่สวนเองที่ทำไมฉันเน้นหาคนใหม่มากกว่างานของฉัน ผมลงหลายคน เพราะผมเหงา คุณถามฉัน และคุณไม่ต้องฉันนอนเกี่ยวกับที่ไม่ได้ไปหลังห้าง ฉันก็กลับบ้านไปไหนมีเพศสัมพันธ์ ผมรู้ว่าก่อนที่คุณถามคำถาม คุณดื่มเบียร์ hahaha มากมายที... ฉันคิดว่า คุณคิดว่า คำถามจะทำให้ฉันเสีย ไม่ไม่ไม่ก็ดี คุณสามารถถามฉันมากที่สุดคำถามที่คุณต้องการ และฉันจะอยู่เพื่อคุณ ฉันจะบอกเรื่องราวทั้งหมดไม่เฉพาะบางส่วน แม้ว่าโกหกขาว ฉันจะไม่บอกว่า คุณ มันสามารถทำลายความสัมพันธ์ของเรา รวมถึงคำพูดบางอย่างที่ไม่ดีเกี่ยวกับคนอื่น แต่ไม่เคยพูดสิ่งไม่ดีเกี่ยวกับตัวเอง ที่เป็นปัญหาสำคัญสำหรับฉัน เพราะคนพูดดีผมสองปีที่ผ่านมา แต่ผมไม่ได้สนใจมาก ไม่เคยเห็นคนที่ทำสิ่งไม่ดีให้ผู้อื่นมีชีวิตมีความสุข และผมไม่เคยสู้กลับคนที่ ฉันคิดว่า มันเสียเวลาอันมีค่าของฉันI am earnest person. If I do like those things, I will never do or take them. I want to tell about my friend’s story, he was my friend in grade 10 (16 years old at that time). His name is Buncha. I want you to meet him. You can call him Pu. He was not smart in studying but he had a good visions. At that time, I thought this guy must be really rich in the future. You know, now Pu own Rolls Royce car….wow…I am really happy with him. I thought that what he rely on (I mean vision) same as mine. For example, we do not do a bad thing to the others. This point can confirm that you are good person, whoever are bad person will never any good things back. This is my belief, not about religious. I do not rely on any religious. And I feel good about that. Every religious teaches people about virtue. I do not need to crazy about it much. What I like to do are donating for some countries where are destroyed by earthquakes of flooding, treating disabled kids or elders. These actions are not my Buddhist role but I do what I want to do. Sometimes I go to church to confess about my mistake. My spiritual anchor that I found out is my heart and hands, not religious. The day before, some orators on TV said “it is hard to find people who rely on themselves; they must be specials and have their unique way to live”. Also he gave example about many millionaires who rely on themselves. There are 2 types of those people; one who have the best life and another has the worst life. I have 2 friends who their lives suck. They rely on themselves but no goal. I believe that if we rely on hearts and hands, we can make everything possible. Now I cannot start anything (business) much because my heart is weak. I am waiting for you……but Auan do not come.
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