In no way does this mean that this process has work for all - probably, the contrary From reading the writings of the process has worked for all - probably, the contrary. Form reading the writings of the student-teachers it is evident that some student-teachers were struggling to en gage in this experience of writing and re-writings. One student-teacher emailed me telling me that she is lost as she does not know what she has to do. She writes ‘I know that I have to write about my experience in relation to the various stimulations that we had, but How do I start writing? can you please consider giving us clear guidelines in hoe to do this writing.The fear of getting lost seems to be at the heart of what this student-teacher is afraid to engage in, which is contradictory to the heart of the whole project, that is, of getting lost. I do not offer structures to my student-teachers, only exemplars and a few suggestions. My first suggestion to the above student-teacher is ‘start writing’. ‘When you don’t know what to write just start writing’ ‘start writing about your feeling of “getting lost” and see where that takes you’ ‘not all writing takes you somewhere - but you are on the road’ ‘writing is a painful process’. A student-teacher reacted very vociferously to the latter phrase, saying to me ‘why does writing need to be painful? the kind of writing that is being suggested opens up things that i don’t want to deal with. It is not like the other reflective - practice writing - that closes up things. this comment was very revealing to me.First ,it is interesting that for her reflective-practice writing closes down her experience.Yet she does not want, or is finding it difficult, to engage with another writing that opens things up. This could be painful for her. But ,it seems that pain or anguish, as derrida refers to its a fundamental part of writing and re-writing