I just have one question:
" Are you ready? To take care of me better than my parents. "And I think this question, my parents will ask you when they meet you.
I don't like about you saying I same your old girlfriends ... I think I'm nothing same her.Because she had been in love and have experienced many things about it. it's not difficult for her to decide to meet you or even go to India with you.But for me, everything is difficult and takes time. Because I've never been in love like young. Never give all my love to only one person, never to expect. Or even having Profound relationship.You do not think I would be crazy enough to tell you, "I love you or tell you what, I'll marry you" in just a few months.Please understand me ..... if I was wrong ... you know what I have to lose anything. And I may never be the same.If I feel confident in your ... ... mentally stable ,job stability Or your life... I can agree with you everywhere, even countries in Afghanistan.
About hierarchical relationships ... I think Families is not the first or you are not second .... but everyone has the meaning to me in different format.
If some day you are very important for me ... Finally I decided to go with you ... But I cannot abandoned my parents.. I have to take care of them in other ways.(That 's the future .If it still exists.)
And finally... To go abroad. My English will be better than now.
If you think this is a waste of time ... We must stop this feelings ... Remains just a good friend... or missing from the life of each other forever.... Do not ask me about our future ... If you are not confident with your decision .... It is useless...