You know why I feel guilty a lot? And say I'm sorry when people post about their issues? Why I say sorry when people say their parents are screaming at each other or why I say sorry when their parents die even tho it's not my fault? Why I say sorry when I read posts of my friends getting beaten again or posts about being bullied?
I say sorry and sorry again and again bc I feel so guilty for living my life bc my life is basically almost as perfect as you can get it to be. My parents rarely fight. My brother treats me well. I get things I want. I go shopping with my mom. Nearly everything I have is what makes me feel guilty and have the need to apologize. The only thing I don't have in my life are friends I can go see at school. That's barely anything compared to fatal ar crashes or divorces.
Nearly 75% of you, if not more, use this app as an escape from your own hell and I use it to have fun and write fanfics. How does that even compare to other situations I see? I feel awful knowing I have good parents (who are butts when it comes to school but anyways) and best friends in rl who care for me and some people. My situation is simply having no friends at my bew school and having a shitty time in school while others are dealing with deaths of their parents/friends or suicide or beatings. Yeah, so I had to get this out.
Just know I'm always here for anyone whether if it's writing a heart warming message or a small fanfic to cheer you up.