Now I do not dare to write to you. Because your letter, 4 October, all of you make me afraid. You are emotional and intense anger. You do not understand what I write and what I want. Baby, I'm afraid you will not forgive. I fear it so much! Thailand, people generally do not use this word with his lover. I fear, sorrow Fear, sadness You made me see that we are very different. Do not worry I did not forget to take care of themselves. Hope you will take care of themselves healthy and safe always, I love you.