sometime I send message for you read. It may make sense misunderstand me wrong. Now I just want to explain to you, Ricky. Love sometimes it may occur with the first meeting. I remember when you hold my hand in the theater. and you waiting me front toilet. That day I did not dress well. But you also honor me. I was very impressed, and I know I do not impress you. But it is 1 time for date since my divorce, and I'm sorry you, yes we are met just 2 times. Why I telling you all along miss you, yes it was too much. But I just wanted to tell you that it is my feeling that since of our first date, November 21, 2015 until today, I have never felt love anyone. I'm trying to stop love you By trying to talk to people other. But I can't do it. I need Be close up you. It is my love You may not understand this feeling. Thank you at I found you. and give me a chance to love you. Ricky