Hey, you are not a bad girlfriend. You are an awesome, first girlfriend. You made me happy everyday. You're an important part of my life...my gift from heaven who I will never forget...and I mean that in the best way possible. Even in just one year, I have countless memories of us. Just because you made a minor mistake once, it doesn't make you a bad girlfriend. I made mistakes too, and you forgave me. I don't think a bad girlfriend would forgive me and still say "I love you". You're a great girlfriend. A loving girlfriend, a caring girlfriend...sometimes even so caring that you would break up with me just so that my mom wouldn't be concerned or just so I wouldn't hurt anymore...but even if you hurt me (I promise you, I was only concerned...I was not heartbroken at all because I know who you are...an honest, faithful, loving girlfriend who would never cheat on me and who never did)...sweetie, I'm willing to hurt for you...I'm willing to be with you no matter what...if we make mistakes, all we have to do is understand each other and forgive each other...because love is forgiveness and understanding. There are going to be mistakes and conflicts, but what matters is that we're still together after them...because we are strong.. .because we help each other understand...because we forgive each other...because we improve...because we fight for our relationship. You don't have to let me go. Please sweetie, I want you to fight for me...for us...I believe in us being together. I knew it for such a long time...you made me so happy, so comfortable (except the video chats...I was nervous at first...but after the first one, I became comfortable :P ). I looked forward to each day, because you were waiting for me. ;) Just became you hurt me once, it doesn't mean I won't wait for you. My baby, I will always wait for you...I will always love you. I saw you in my future...I had dreams of you and daydreams. You don't have to worry about hurting me, sweetie. It's going to happen in a relationship. What matters is that we understand what happened or what we did wrong, and we forgive each other...and I am always willing to forgive you and when I'm wrong...like how I partly was in this situation, I am willing to understand too. I believe we can work together, my girl. From buddies to homework buddies to best buddies...to life buddies, my girl, you don't have to let me go. My life buddy, you don't have to tell yourself you are bad girlfriend...I would never choose to have a bad girlfriend. You've had such a positive impact in my life...you're the best girlfriend a boy could wish for...and I hope you may continue to be, because I just see you in my future...someone so accepting, hardworking, loving, caring...there are not enough words to describe how amazing you are. I'm sorry if I didn't express it enough before...I never wanted to make you feel like a bad girlfriend...You're my gift from above...I'm so glad you were introduced into my life...I just hope you don't leave me...if anything, please keep the hat. You don't have to send it back to me. I'm willing to fight for you, my girl...because I love you so much...but if you want to break up, I will be your friend then. Thank you, too. :)