would like to know what you need from me, but you don't have to tell me it all right now. Just think about it anyway.
You are very good for me, you are healing my mind. I've never been perfect, I wasn't able to work before those abusive women messed me up (made me worse) but I was a lot stronger. I have recovered and gotten stronger on my own, and will continue on my own, but you help. You know what to do, you know what to say, you know how to handle me... there's just something about you that is right for me. There's something about you that heals me.
But, when you distance yourself, when you pull away, it's hell. It hurts, my mind says "where did the healing go? it's was helping and now it's gone and hurts again."
Whatever you've been doing, it's working. You help make me better faster.