I do not feel that this relationship is working very well for me. I understood that it would be difficult due to the distance between us, but hoped that after I return to Thailand and we spend some time together, we could have decided where we could go from there.
I am sorry and I know that you say you are honest, but I just do not feel your trust. Last week you wrote that you were going to bank after work and then I did not hear from you for 4 hours with the explanation that you met a friend for dinner. Considering the circumstances of how we met, I feel that I cannot trust that explanation. Also, knowing what can occur with your massage business....happy endings.....makes me uncomfortable in trying to manage a level of trust.
I hope you understand. In no way am I upset with you. It has been a great pleasure in knowing you, but I cannot afford to invest deeper feelings in this relationship.