Nanahoshi throws a nearby water jug.
The jug slams the wall, splatters in loud pieces. Water soaks the bed.
"I'm not a human of this world! In this world I don't even count as alive! I'm basically a corpse! Even so, why? Why do I get sick? Isn't that just too weird? Why am I unlucky like this? I don't want to die! I don't want to die in this strange world!