My dearest Parichat;
Good day dear, how are you today? I know you will be waiting to hear from me. But i felt all alone here in a foreign land and it made it hard for me. I did not contact you because I want to see if I can settle my problem without bothering you. It is not easy for me even i have tried so much to see if I can get this settle.
Unfortunately, it is hard for me to bear alone. I am a bit worried of my situation here and it aches my heart so much to see myself in this situation. But am strong because i have you. I only pray that i will get this balance of money soon so that i can settle my transaction here in Malaysia. It may sometimes seem that we are forever worrying, learning lessons, suffering pain, and facing challenges.
We have to experience sadness so that we may better measure joy. Life has a way of balancing the sorrow with the joy, the disappointments with the hope, and the emptiness with the meaning. I do hope you are able to realize that even though things look cloudy right now, they will get better soon. I know that it takes rain to make rainbows, lemons to make lemonade, and sometimes it takes difficulties to make us stronger and better people. If we hang in there, we will see that the sun will shine again soon ... you will see dear.
I am still looking for the balance of 500 USD to complete the charges and get my fund release to me. I have tried but it is hard for me. If God touches your heart to assist me,just go on to look around for me. I will refund back with interest once i am there with you. But if you wish not to assist me,i will understand. I assured you once again that i want to meet you and discuss of settling down with you. I am tired of being lonely and i need you to be the mother of my daughter. And i promise you,i will never hurt or let you down.
Miss you so much. I will be waiting to hear from you. Remain blessed,
Do keep in touch.
Forever yours,
Jonas.....