I have not felt as happy as I do now. For. Many many years. Any way I stop. I make you shy. Many bad things happen since I was 25
Many people I care about have died far too young
One died aged 29
The other died aged 32
The last died aged 35
I now have no one that shared my life from my early life
I have had to learn to make new friends
And my father died last year... Too young. Only 69.
So I am hoping all my bad luck has now gone