I feel afraid my dear love. Nurses wake me up 20 minutes ago. I don't understand or remember so much. I don't know what's real or what's dream. My body are trembling. I need food for sure.
Please Dear Puie, don't leave me. I'm so sorry for what happen. I don't mean to hurt you.
I want to go home. Carianne will drive me home. All my phones are at home. I write on PC in hospital. Please answer me while I eat. If I'm not allowed to go home, I go home!!
Please write to me at mail. I will see if you answer me before I go home, after eating.
Dear Puie, I need you so much. I can not live without you. I have to live TOGETHER WITH YOU!!
I do not remember what happens in the morning. But I was so afraid. Please excuse me dear Puie.
Please write back..... If you can.
Your man,