It is with great regret that I must admit that I am resigning as GM and will be leaving Azeron in the near future. I am leaving not because I hate the guild, and not because I hate the people of the guild, but because I am unable to perform as needed to keep Azeron a top guild. I am mentally and physically fatigued from all of the work that I have been doing. As you may or may not know, I am a disabled senior citizen raising her autistic grandson. Being GM has had a major impact in my health deteriorating further; I have not been able to spend the time I need to with my grandson, either. I have not allowed myself to take time to do the exercising I need. I have become almost a recluse.
WHERE AM I GOING? I am going to Reds. I will have none of the responsibilities of an officer. And hopefully I will get my life -- and my health -- back.
WHAT IS HAPPENING TO AZERON? The future has yet to be written..
What do YOU want it to be and what are YOU willing to do?
Unless someone comes forward in the near future to become GM, and others come forward to be officers, Order of Azeron will become inactive at 3AM EST next Wednesday. There may be another guild willing to merge with Azeron. Or all members, in groups or alone, can move to other guilds. I am going to start a list of guilds that are accepting members below. I will put contact person for each guild so that you may talk to them before you apply. OoA3 is there - it is more laid back as it is Level 12 guild. It has plenty of room.
I am too emotional.. I’m sitting here crying. And praying that I am making the right decision. I feel it is right for me. I could stay and try to help, but I don’t know how to help at half throttle. I don’t believe I’ll get my life back if I stay here. And I need that life, not only for me but for Grandson Andy.
Who knows. Does anyone have any pull? Maybe Tilly is feeling better and would want to come back.
May the gods of Valeria watch over you all.