When my ex-girlfriend and I were broken, I felt alone. It's same even now. But I've not regretted. I had some reason I became displeased with her, and she also had other reasons like me.
For 1 year since broken heart, I didn't want a girlfriend. Because was so tired and I didn't feel girls around me were better than the ex-girlfriend. But lately I changed my feeling that I want a new girlfriend.
But I've not have good opportunity for these two years, because I'm master student. I don't do anything much to meet new girls. 5555
Of course it's because I'm a shy boy. Besides, I like traditional man style, possibly. I like my father, and his mind is based on old Japanese style. The style says the man should be cool, quiet, and hardly take a action based on his emotion. I like it. That's why I don't tend to approach to a girl so much. 5555
And I don't have plenty money. When I got along with her, I had a part time job and earned money by myself. But now whole money I can use is given by my parents. I think I'd not be glad even if I have a date with my new girlfriend and make her happy, because it's not my money.Because I never make any effort.
So I also think I want new girlfriend after start working in the company.
That's why I'm free for even 3 years. 5555