I"ve never done anything to make you proud once. You must be very disappointed in me. I"m sorry, never good enough for you, do you know? How hard I tried, for fear you will regret it. Feel embarrassed, I have to carry the expectation of everyone. Because I don"t want to be compared with the others, when I succeed, even once? You never appreciated. On the day I am disappointed there you will cheer with good words, on the day you are weak. You paint bad feelings with me and I have to be strong. And i have to cry alone. I feel no different from you. Many times you choose to judge me like that without an explanation, but do you know why I don"t want to say, because I don"t want to have a problem with you. By the I accept what you judge me. Someday you will know that I am trying to you? And l hope you understand me more and more