Running a business is hard work.
The reality is:
if your shop is not making money then you need to consider if you need to change what you are doing or close it
you cannot continue to make a loss and working so hard.
Working hard and not making profit is very bad for your health
You might need to reconsider what you are doing and try something different.
I do not understand what you mean when you say
“i have no money to pay me to close my shop permanently”
May I ask how much more money do you need for this payment?